Seventy Years Ago Was Seven Minutes Ago

This is a series of photographs made over seven years of my stepfather's battle with dementia. It aims to visualise the complexities of dementia and give a sense that dementia is something that gives, rather than takes away the meaning of life.

This project is a series of photographs made over seven years of the quiet, tender, and contemplative man, whose life and perception of time is slowly, but steadily turning upside down.

Janez, my stepfather, is facing a terrible illness. Dementia is taking a toll on his memory and his daily routines are starting to look alike and repetitive. He is entrapped in our dark house, unable to reach the outside world on his own anymore. Being a physicist, his concept and understanding of logic are becoming illogical. Within Janez’s mind, history and the present collide.

I explore dementia through the collaborative means of therapeutic photography, exploration of his long-term memory and the documentation of the ephemerality of his presence and transience of time.

Using various non-linear and fragmented visual strategies, such as photography, his drawings, and his writings, I’m giving voice and visuals to Janez, a voice that would otherwise not be heard. The project aims to visualise the complexities of dementia, but also give a sense that dementia is something that gives, rather than takes away the meaning of life.

© Blaž Gutman - Janez's intervention on my photograph. Physicist can never forget his equations.
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Janez's intervention on my photograph. Physicist can never forget his equations.

© Blaž Gutman - Janez's daily routine.
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Janez's daily routine.

© Blaž Gutman - Portrait of Janez in our bathroom.
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Portrait of Janez in our bathroom.

© Blaž Gutman - Janez's intervention on my photograph.
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Janez's intervention on my photograph.

© Blaž Gutman - Janez's daily routine.
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Janez's daily routine.

© Blaž Gutman - Image from the Seventy Years Ago Was Seven Minutes Ago photography project
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Janez's intervention on my photograph. His visualisation of a long-term memory he has about a drowning man in the Sava river he helped to save when he was a young man.

© Blaž Gutman - Janez's intervention on my photograph.
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Janez's intervention on my photograph.

© Blaž Gutman - Our house, where Janez now spends majority of his time.
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Our house, where Janez now spends majority of his time.

© Blaž Gutman - Janez's intervention on my photograph. Looking through the window and viewing/drawing birds.
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Janez's intervention on my photograph. Looking through the window and viewing/drawing birds.

© Blaž Gutman - Portrait of Janez.
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Portrait of Janez.

© Blaž Gutman - Janez's intervention on my photograph. Attempt at drawing of the first snow of the season.
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Janez's intervention on my photograph. Attempt at drawing of the first snow of the season.

© Blaž Gutman - View on the garden from Janez's window.
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View on the garden from Janez's window.

© Blaž Gutman - Portrait of Janez.
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Portrait of Janez.

© Blaž Gutman - Image from the Seventy Years Ago Was Seven Minutes Ago photography project
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Janez's intervention on my photograph. His visualisation of a long-term memory he has about the time when allied warplanes were passing over Slovenian sky to bombard Nazi Germany.

© Blaž Gutman - Portrait of everyday.
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Portrait of everyday.

© Blaž Gutman - Portrait of everyday.
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Portrait of everyday.

© Blaž Gutman - Image from the Seventy Years Ago Was Seven Minutes Ago photography project
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Janez's intervention on my photograph. His visualisation of a long-term memory he has about loosing and finding his wristwatch on the old macadam road.

© Blaž Gutman - Portrait of Janez.
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Portrait of Janez.

© Blaž Gutman - Portrait of dementia.
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Portrait of dementia.

© Blaž Gutman - Double exposure portrait of Janez, holding a photograph of both of us, taken 25 years ago.
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Double exposure portrait of Janez, holding a photograph of both of us, taken 25 years ago.