Don't Worry About Me

"Don't Worry About Me" is about the impact of prison on the daily lives of relatives of incarcerated people. about loss, love, resilience, family ties.

Throughout my childhood, I have been an observer of the people around me — particularly people who would not otherwise command attention. In this connection, I decided to concentrate on giving visibility to populations who were not part of the media landscape and to document the daily lives of the unspoken loved ones of the incarcerated.

When a person comes into conflict with the law, the world  of their loved ones undergoes upheavals impacting several areas of their lives. In the course my research, however, I noted that the vast majority of studies devoted to the relatives of inmates tended to focus upon the family environment as the cause of the offender’s actions. Clearly, the incarceration has consequences on families, sometimes already precarious or weakened, whether financial, emotional and stigmatizing burdens which these families must face. How do families endure under these conditions?

This photographic study is largely based upon the personal confidences of those who are its subjects. In developing this project, I am visiting men and women who are effectively locked outside and surrounded by invisible walls. Consequently, my work requires time in developing relationships in order to establish trust and discover their burdens and their aspirations. Notably, for the people I have already had the chance to meet, I have noticed their genuine desire to tell their stories, and their need to share their experiences.

The project is therefore a combination of photographs, as well as an archive of personal experiences, family snapshots, as well as letters received and personal writings. I gather notes from their intimate notebooks, poems or prayers they have written and, in fragments, crossed portraits are sketched and then drawn. The final photographic work is, in fact, articulated as a poem which I hope will resonate with partners, parents, siblings, and the children of inmates — all in a view to break down the barriers of prison stigma and open a window of empathy in the hearts of others.

My intention is to meet about fifteen people, intending to publish a book about the project in the next years. As I started this journey in Montreal, I am currently working on a second chapter of the project in France.

This grant will be used primarily for transportation costs. Most of the people I meet live far away from where I live. It is essential for me to establish a relationship of trust before undertaking any photographic work. Unfortunately, my current situation does not allow me to visit them regularly, as I feel financially limited due to the high cost of car rentals. The grant will also used for production costs such as film development, as I am utilizing a medium format film.

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The prison of Bordeaux is the largest provincial prison in Quebec. Every week, Karo and Fabien drive there to deposit money to their loved ones. In this way, they will be able to buy food and hygiene products in the prison canteen. Montreal. 2022.

© Judith Crico - Karo's partner draw the view from his cell. Montreal, 2022.
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Karo's partner draw the view from his cell. Montreal, 2022.

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Fabien pays about $1,000 a month to the prison for the treatment of his son. He finds comfort in the presence of Ivory, his dog who accompanies him in his daily life. Montreal. 2022.

© Judith Crico - Archives of Fabien and his son Félix.
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Archives of Fabien and his son Félix.

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Felix’s personal belongings live in his father’s living room. Felix dropped out of school at the age of 15 and accumulated construction jobs until his incarceration. Montreal. 2022.

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Karo’s boyfriend, Jean-Francois, faces a four-year prison sentence. They met only two months before his incarceration in January 2022. Even so, she will wait for him. Ile Perrot. 2022.

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Since the Covid-19, no visits have been authorized. Instead, Karo and Jean-François can talk to each other on the phone and video call once a month. Ile Perrot. 2022.

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Noel's partner has been in prison since 2013 and is serving a 15-year sentence. He proclaims himself innocent, but in 8 years, no one has looked into the case. Île Bizard, 2022.

© Judith Crico - Noula has been all alone raising their children, Harleen and Waris, for the last 8 years. Ile Bizard. 2022.
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Noula has been all alone raising their children, Harleen and Waris, for the last 8 years. Ile Bizard. 2022.

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This box is filled with transcripts of all of Sonny’s trials. After he decided to represent himself in front of the court, he found differences in the files and signs of severe corruption. Ile Bizard, 2022.

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Sonny was incarcerated when Noula was pregnant with their son, Waris. He is now 8 years old. The only contact he had with his father was on the phone or during visits to the FLU (Family Living Unit). Ile Bizard, 2022.

© Judith Crico - Prison of Saint-Vincent-de-Paul. Laval, 2023.
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Prison of Saint-Vincent-de-Paul. Laval, 2023.

© Judith Crico - Elo reading letters from her lover. Tournai, 2023.
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Elo reading letters from her lover. Tournai, 2023.

© Judith Crico - List of permitted belongings to bring to the inmates. Paris, 2023.
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List of permitted belongings to bring to the inmates. Paris, 2023.

© Judith Crico - Prison of Saint-Vincent-de-Paul. Laval, 2023.
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Prison of Saint-Vincent-de-Paul. Laval, 2023.